I used to come to You

when life became too tough;

sharing with You

my deepest thoughts & feelings.

But life spoiled that

making me believe I didn’t need You,

This special friendship

These eternal feelings.

Care was erased by Pain.

Giving by Loss.

All from your undying love

that shielded me.

I long for those days,

to feel Your presence

and know I am safe

from now ’til the End.

Afraid to take any step

because I know Failure.

You don’t deserve that…

and I enjoy my chains of Freedom.

Yet, I KNOW

I won’t have true joy

like it was with You

But I wish it.

Forever

and ever

and ever

Amen.